Insomnia....

I was having non refreshing sleep for almost two weeks...
it was so difficult to sleep well every night......
cant imagine how weak am i in standing all matters and how i wish to be brave....i miss my family.....
.i hope no worries but in fact, it does.....everything inside my brain and i wish to escape it.....

everyday need to stand same situation, same problems and everything! god, please give me way out from here! Of course, i'm not moody now but just hard to say out my feelings to others....i feel it weird..haha...

You said im a girl who not easily to communicate with..not so easy to understand because i'm a crybaby....
showing anger face when angry, laugh loudly when happy and cry easily when sad.....but this is me...real me.....
you will know me if u're knowing me as well..but not to guess who i am.....really, im not trying to hurt anyone....but what I've faced last time keep remind me every time in every way....well, my tears starting to drop when think about it...
then, if you're hating me or cant accept who is cindy then please get out from my life...that's all...)

sometimes i wish i were a little kid again, skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts. 
Just like a baby sleeping tight besides mum and dad...no worries...no annoyance...No vexation.....

haha..all bullshit words up there..im talking rubbish...xD....
well, still stomachache.....but im insomnia....how going to wake up tomorrow morning???? lol...then sleep now.....

SO, don't cry because it's over, smiles because it happened....*praying* hope all my family, my darling and of course my lovely friends especially my k yeng friends stay healthy and pretty....good luck for exam and every day happy!!