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"kampar is a boring place!!" yea....cn't imagine without u all(geteksss) what could be my life here? oppsss..."house women'? haha....however, it was about 4 months for not updating my blog huh? well, now should be the time for me...boring~~hahaXD...how to express my feelings? hard to speak out...;(
alots of bad happening around this month~~i miss my family...my dad..my mum n bro... ! in first, i thought i cn't forgive my brother..but in fact, i miss him....he broke his promises....out of my expectation...totally! anyway, this road is his election...ain't?  but, as a sister, i never do good job responsibilities towards him!!! DUMB!
my dad was disappeared for 3 days....never pick up my call...how sad am i..how could i stand on it? darkness hovered me right now...i worried my mum...can feel her sadness now...as a woman, she maybe heartbroken....i can't accept the fact!!! where u dad? can somebody give me an answer now? pls...
however, luckily u all(getekss) besides me now....many bad things happened to us these days....but we're not alone~~ i hope someday we can probably move out of this darkness! love ya....

we're not alone~~enjoying our kampar boring place with MAMAK, junk foods, online, games, ipoh trip, daily meals...bla bla bla..most important is "birthday surprise"! haha...ZzzZ...
 Thanks KUTU!! im feel better)

 our "rubbish"..haha